First One

Here's my first attempt at blogging. I decided to begin this blog, hoping it would be something I could do to release tension and rant about things I don't feel comfortable ranting about to people who know me, or things they're sick of hearing about.

Ok: I hate texting. I think it's the most ridiculous thing--it encourages people to be multi-tasing ALL the time. I hate it. It is a social barrier more than anything. I know what you're thinking, "But texting allows me to stay in touch with other people." Yes and no. Texting allows a lot of shallow conversation, a lot of "keeping tabs" on other people, but not a lot of discussion. We've gotten bored or uncomfortable or both with actual discussion and connection, so we feel the need to bug our friends and family constantly. I would much rather talk to someone face-to-face, but I'd settle for talking on the phone. At least then, I know someone is devoting some attention to me. Granted, this may be a narcissistic rant, but there's something to be said for devoting your whole attention span to another person. Consider this: if you're not willing to give your full attention span to someone (stop what you're doing and listen to what they have to say), then why are you even texting that person? Since when are relationships something that we can multi-task?

Also, I hate going into a public place alone or any sort of uncomfortable silence. I admit this. Hell, I have even fiddled with my phone before, to put up a wall. I think it's awful, though, that we're so afraid of "isolation" that, instead of striking up a conversation with a stranger, we text our friends. Who knows? Maybe that stranger would actually be someone to whom you wanted to devote your undivided attention--but you'll never know because you're busy half-assing your conversation via text. We're so afraid to be alone, and that's scary. True, I have problems being alone with myself. I don't really like myself, to be totally honest. I am working on this, however, and not wasting all my time surrounding myself with anyone who knows how to operate a cell phone, to avoid being alone.

As I write this, I'm aware of how hypocritical I am, for posting an anonymous (?) blog. I could be alone right now, but I'm using technology to try to connect with others. Maybe I shouldn't knock texting till I try it. However, I don't want to pay for that. In addition to being opinionated, I'm also very cheap.